"Vincent at Saint-Remy"
by Marc MacNair
XI.
Vincent at Auvers (Wheat Field with Crows)
le chercher le caractère de l'artiste. . .
I find no discernable character To the wheat, individuality In the brustrokes perhaps to be seen as fingers of grain, but there I see soldiers Your honored guard, shielding you wherever You happen to lay in that endless field, As peaceful as it seemed to you, bleeding
Three roads led through the field One road went back to Auvers, naturally You would return home, Retire to sleep, Wake with little recollection and yet able To paint the scene from memory. Another road perhaps led to the north, past Paris, home, Amsterdam; Brothers, sisters, nephews, wondering after you. Clever of you to save the middle road For yourself, you created it after all and It might as well take you where you would go
The crows could menace, flying towards me At speed, but I see them flying away, Not escaping me, unaware of this Small existence, asking your permission As they rise above you to leave this scene, But instead you fix them to this field and Therein lies the peril, the anger of Your crows, unable to escape, to die
If the night sky has a significance It has to lie somewhere in the contrast between a golden field, three dirt roads, and A flock of crows either attacking or Retreating and while I may never know How you meant it, I am certain you had An answer meant for me. If the questions Insist on staying in my protection I know I shall keep asking them of you.
s'il vous plaît, Vincent, le retour à me!
(Vincent Van Gogh painted "Wheat Field with Crows" sometime in July of 1890. Some believe it was his final painting because of the style and composition. Others think it was merely amongst his Final physical works, but not the last. If it wasn’t his final gift to us It is certainly convenient for it conceptually to be so. Later that month he went into a field and shot himself. Wounded, he returned to Auvers. The next day Vincent died in the arms of his brother saying (to the effect of) "I wish it could end this way.") |
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